I know I have not posted in quite some time....I have had many things weighing heavy on my heart. I also, did not feel inspired to write. I know I have mentioned that many times in the past...but it is true.
Today, I felt touched....inspired...happy....sad.
Ok, So here I go....
Oh, God, I try to be true...so then why Lord am I so blue? My father, my pillar, my grace is gone. He is not in soul, but in brain, and body.
I look back to the day....the day when he knew me....the day we laughed, the day when I was "grounded"...the day when I KNEW, that I knew he probably knew better. He has taught me many life lessons, he was a sympathetic ear when I needed it, he checked me when I needed it.
I know his memory is failing. I hope someplace in there he knows, that he impacted me.
Does he remember the great advice he gave me when I struggled? Does he know how special that was? I hope so.
I hate the disease of Altezheismers MORE that the one of addiction. I want him back. I will never get him back. It is hard. It sucks! My mom would hate for me to use that language...sorry, mom...that is how I feel.
I must say, If you love some one say it now!!!!Say it today!!! Say it to all you love. We never know what will happen next. Make sure you love all of your family and friends every day.
Dad I love you....you will probably never see this..or perhaps never understand it....I hope I said it enough!!!
Dad, Thanks for making me the person I am!!!!
Today, I felt touched....inspired...happy....sad.
Ok, So here I go....
Oh, God, I try to be true...so then why Lord am I so blue? My father, my pillar, my grace is gone. He is not in soul, but in brain, and body.
I look back to the day....the day when he knew me....the day we laughed, the day when I was "grounded"...the day when I KNEW, that I knew he probably knew better. He has taught me many life lessons, he was a sympathetic ear when I needed it, he checked me when I needed it.
I know his memory is failing. I hope someplace in there he knows, that he impacted me.
Does he remember the great advice he gave me when I struggled? Does he know how special that was? I hope so.
I hate the disease of Altezheismers MORE that the one of addiction. I want him back. I will never get him back. It is hard. It sucks! My mom would hate for me to use that language...sorry, mom...that is how I feel.
I must say, If you love some one say it now!!!!Say it today!!! Say it to all you love. We never know what will happen next. Make sure you love all of your family and friends every day.
Dad I love you....you will probably never see this..or perhaps never understand it....I hope I said it enough!!!
Dad, Thanks for making me the person I am!!!!
