I have been so struggling the last few weeks. I sometimes feel so frustrated, so defeated. I try to make a positive impact on so many lives. I seem to know who to embrace, who to help. But, not.
My feelings are all over the place. I think a large part of that is due to the dreaded menopause. I so wanted a child with my husband...I thought I had time. Sometimes "time" is not your friend.
Or is it?
What do I need to learn from this? Why did it happen this way?
Sadly, I have no answers.
I do believe in GOD. I do believe He has a plan. My husband and I have been trying to mentor some kids that have come into our lives. I think we have had a positive result...mostly.
I am searching for my purpose. I am looking for my meaning in life.
I need a Bat-Sign!!!! I haven't had one.
I am just frustrated. Is is the menopause thing? I don't know. I don't know because both my mom, and my sis had early host's. My sister-in-law that is 8 years older than I...has not either.
I ask for God to lead me...I so need a Bat-Signal.
My feelings are all over the place. I think a large part of that is due to the dreaded menopause. I so wanted a child with my husband...I thought I had time. Sometimes "time" is not your friend.
Or is it?
What do I need to learn from this? Why did it happen this way?
Sadly, I have no answers.
I do believe in GOD. I do believe He has a plan. My husband and I have been trying to mentor some kids that have come into our lives. I think we have had a positive result...mostly.
I am searching for my purpose. I am looking for my meaning in life.
I need a Bat-Sign!!!! I haven't had one.
I am just frustrated. Is is the menopause thing? I don't know. I don't know because both my mom, and my sis had early host's. My sister-in-law that is 8 years older than I...has not either.
I ask for God to lead me...I so need a Bat-Signal.
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