I have tried to connect with DD via FB (IM). I got nothing. My entire body hurts, from being slammed to the pavement b/c my dogs saw hubby's car when I was walking them, and they tripped me. UGH.
I am hurt, frustrated, and annoyed. Why, you ask? OK, why? Well, aside from the physical pain...I will tell you.
I am so frustrated with my DD. I don't know how to connect with her. I SO want to. I feel like she makes it so hard. When I see her on FB, and send her a message.....she does not respond, and then goes offline.
I don't understand her anger. I think that she is currently angry with me for trying to help her friend. I So don't get that.
I am frustrated, that I am ALWAYS the one to initiate contact. I am frustrated. I have tried to get ahold of her in the past week, and no response. My DH has as well.... to fix parts on her car, and he has heard nothing back. I just don't know.
I will fully admit, I SO have not been the best mom. I have so messed up.
However, how much do I have to pay?
It seems to me that I am good for money only. A laptop, tires on her car, gas in her tank, and, tossing her much money over the past for school...and I ALWAYS will.
Apparently, she is annoyed I helped her friend. I don't understand that. Apparently, she is mad I help others. DD, Just so ya know, I ALWAYS will.
I just wish I could understand, why it is so hard for us to have a relationship?
I think that is all I have to say about that.
I am hurt, frustrated, and annoyed. Why, you ask? OK, why? Well, aside from the physical pain...I will tell you.
I am so frustrated with my DD. I don't know how to connect with her. I SO want to. I feel like she makes it so hard. When I see her on FB, and send her a message.....she does not respond, and then goes offline.
I don't understand her anger. I think that she is currently angry with me for trying to help her friend. I So don't get that.
I am frustrated, that I am ALWAYS the one to initiate contact. I am frustrated. I have tried to get ahold of her in the past week, and no response. My DH has as well.... to fix parts on her car, and he has heard nothing back. I just don't know.
I will fully admit, I SO have not been the best mom. I have so messed up.
However, how much do I have to pay?
It seems to me that I am good for money only. A laptop, tires on her car, gas in her tank, and, tossing her much money over the past for school...and I ALWAYS will.
Apparently, she is annoyed I helped her friend. I don't understand that. Apparently, she is mad I help others. DD, Just so ya know, I ALWAYS will.
I just wish I could understand, why it is so hard for us to have a relationship?
I think that is all I have to say about that.
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