Moments!!!!!

I am currently blaring the "Rent" soundtrack...I don't know why but it makes me laugh, and cry at the same time. I believe it was the first NYC Broadway show I took the kids to...when I lived there.  We did see several shows..."The Lion King", "Rent", "Stomp", "Blue Man Group"...to name a few.

It was also the first Broadway show, I had seen...about 2 years before that.

The last few days of my life I have done a ton of thinking. A a whole lot of soul searching. I referenced, A "Rent" song on FB recently. You can find the reference below.

‎525,600 minutes, 525,000 moments so dear.

525,600 minutes - how do you measure, measure a year?


In daylights, in sunsets, in midnights, in cups of coffee.


In inches, in miles, in laughter, in strife.


In 525,600 minutes - how do you measure a year in the life?

...How about love? How about love? How

about love? Measure in love.

Moments. Moments in a day, moments in a year, moments in a lifetime. Do we stop for a moment to appreciate the moments we are given? Do we realize when there is a fleeting moment.? Do we pay attention, do we miss it? Do we see the moment and embrace it? Do we wish we had embraced it, and ask for that moment back, but know we will never get it back? What do we do with that moment of regret? Do we change for the hope of having future moments, that we don't want to miss? Moments.

OK, so my soul searching includes....How do I decide when it is some one's time to die? Does it matter that it is an animal, or a person? What would I want? What is the right thing? What is the wrong choice? How do I know what the right choice is? When do I make that choice?

This entry is going to be more than just one post. I still need to think about all this a bit more. I will share my feelings later. I would also love to hear from any of you readers that has an opinion.