Strength!!!????

Strength?....what is it? What does it mean? Where does it come from? I honestly, don't know. When is too much, too much?.....I honestly, don't know. When, have I had too much?....I don't know.

I know what I have said in my blog. I have much  more to speak  about. I know, that I have not blogged  in too long. I have thought long, and hard about the best way to present the last several weeks of my life. 

Is in a chronological order? Is it by what is most stressful? Is it that I should deal woth most recent thing, and go back to the rest? I really, really  just don't know.

Here is what I do know. I know that writing helps me. I have been told by others, that I am fairly good at it. I also know that at times I make some of my loved ones angry with my truth.

 So now what?

Perhaps a very good question.  I think, I need to move forward.  I think I need to speak. I NEED to speak.

The next few blogs will not be for the faint hearted. Be aware, very aware.

OK, Let's go!!!!