I know, I just poured my heart out about the cat.
I was just on a walk with the dogs. It occured to me that, "What must my children think?"" OMG if, I cared so much for the cat, "What do you think? " "YOU are so much more important!"
I almost never post twice in one day...BUT this is worth it. Maybe it was just too hard. Maybe it was because I lied. Maybe it was because, I was too embarresed to be their mom.
I was so ashamed, so stupid...it was only years later,(now) that I could respond.
To my children: my babies..I am so sorry, so very sorry...there is no excuse, I was wrong..I was so VERY wrong...It was my fault, I am sorry.
Good words, right? well, I don't believe them either! I can only show my kids, that I will improve my life, and not be a drunk, by just doing it EVERY day.
Ok THAT was REALLY hard...and I am so done for the day!
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